Well there have been quite a few major changes in my life since the last time I wrote in this thing. First off I made a big decision that most people who know me would say is very out of character...I have decided to move back to New Jersey from Florida on my own....I've gotten myself a Job here..working with my best friend no less...I've been working there for 2 weeks now actually. It's not bad...infact considering that I'm usually a lazy good for nothing and this is my first real job it's very different from what I imagined my first job to be. I thought I would start out working at  Gamestop or something..instead I work at A company called PCI(Pretty Clean Inc.)...yea the name of the place sucks...and in fact the People there besides Kahlil and his sister suck as well...but hey it's a living.....pretty much I schedule appointments there...make alot of phone calls to customers and subcontarctors..and set up dates and times...yea...it's not too bad like I said. Anyways this is pretty big news...It certainly shocked my sister and my mother...At first my mom was pretty upset but I told her my reasosn and she seems to understand now...and my older sister was shocked but she trusts me and my decisions and she thinks I can acomplish anything if I set my mind to it...and I guess thats pretty much true....I just really needed to do this because I have felt as though I was wasting away in Florida...I am finally taking some steps in my life after standing still for so long...I know this a pretty big step for my first but I'll do what I feel is right...If I really think I can't make it out here on my own I might head back to Florida...but thats really not what I want...I love my friends in Florida but this is the place I always called home and thats never changed...also I'm not really on my own out here I have the friends I grew up with...some of which I have known since Elementry school....but like I said to myself before I came here if I ever was going to move back here I would only do so if I knew I could support myself...I don't want to rely on my friends for everything even if I can...so yea I have this job and now that the money is going to be flowing in I can take care of myself....This plan of mine won't be easy but its really what I wanted...as for college I do still plan on going of course but I guess I'm taking a year off for now...anyways enough about that for now...right now I just want to enjoy my time here with my friends..especially Troy who is leaving for the Mariens even sooner than expected..well maybe..he has a choice to leave in two weeks or in one...if he leaves in one he will have a partner there since that person signed up on the same day and is leaving in a week...if he waits and stays here with us a bit longer he will be on his own when he gets to where he is going..it's a though choice because having a partner there helps alot...anyways I'm getting pretty tired so I'm heading out for tonight...wish me luck guys...peace

Currently Watching Gantz - Deathwatch (Vol. 8) see related

10 years ago, I was 9, watching power rangers in Coral Springs New Jersey and pretending to be thme when playing outside in the yard..care free times.

5 years ago, I was 14...and Kahlil and I were just starting to become the best friends we are now..Middle School was a bitch but I was loving every second of it.

1 year ago, I was having the best summer of my life in Hackensack New Jersey after leaving and moving to Florida the summer before that.

yesterday, I woke up, started to get ready, then realized I didn't have to work and I had afree day, then I wen't to the pool, talked to my sister(who is currently in Brasil) on the phone, Talked to Kahlil online, Played some Budokai 3, ate some chinese food, and wen't to sleep...yeah kinda of a slow day but at least it was a day for myself.

5 snacks I enjoy:  White chocolate, Sour Gummi Worms, Ben and Jerrys Ice Cream, 7-Eleven Pizza Sticks, and Cheese Bread(but thats only in Brasil)

5 songs I know all the words to: Bush - Adrenaline, Frank Sinatra -The Way You Look Tonight (say something stupid...busted lip e_e) 311-Amber,  Sound Garden-Black Hole Sun,  Red Hot Chili Peppers-Soul To Squeeze

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars: Nothing I have 100 million Dollars bitch I'd do nothing...cept chill with the homies.
5 things I would never wear: a thong, a Tu Tu, Fish Net Shirt, Short Shorts, Stockings...
5 favorite TV shows: Family Guy, The Simpsons, Naruto, The Daily Show With Jon Stewert, Friday Night Stand up on Comedy Central.

5 bad habits: I crack my knuckles, I'm Lazy, I fight back when mother starts bitching ^_^, Sometimes I wake up late, Stabbing people for looking at me funny...ok I made that last one up so I guess we shall put making things up as the last one.

5 biggest joys: Kahlil, Troy, Ray, Derek, Richard,...friends in general...My Older Sister who was more like a mother to me than my actual mother, Gantz...Gantz makes the world go round, My trips to Hackensack, yes even the 26 hour bus ride to get there...

5 favorite toys: The Sephiroth Model I had when I was like 12, My Playstation 2, My Forte EXE action Figure, My new Computer, and My Evangellion Unit 1 Model...good stuff
5 fictional characters I would date:  Eh...as much of an anime Junkie I am I Don't really have any of these...I'll stick to the real deal they are hard enough to get with....heh...

(its supposed to be 5 so sue me) 6 people I tag to do this :

Troy, Ray, Richard, Daimeion, Mike, Derek

Currently Listening Greatest Hits '93-'03 By 311 Amber see related